IS MY LOVE

okay. its saturday. guess what?! i had the best day ever. i went to alvina's house and played!!!

thanks alvina and jiaxin for the awesome day, although jiaxin owes me BIG time. haha. i am seriously CHEERED UP! thanks!

i met up at hougang mall with jiaxin cause she wanted to show me what she bought for valentine's day. (we're doing something SPECIAL). haha. then we went to compass to meet alvina. we had lunch there. we walked around compass to accompany alvina to see what she wanted to buy for valentine's day. haha. then we headed to alvina's house to party!!! haha. we played badminton and i was on jiaxin's team. i was the director and the cheerleader. haha. then we played at the swing. it was fun okay!!! haha. then we played a special type of hide-and-seek. hehe.

when we played till so fun, LI JIA XIN had to go meet up with her mum. so we headed back to alvina's house. we had a nice refreshing drink and walked around her house. i had to go home at 6pm. alvina followed me down and waited for the bus with me. she talked to me about reconsidering to go for the re-audition. but i made up my mind. i told her that i was going for penang. haha.

anyways, i am happy and relaxed now. but i can't say that i have forgotten the day which i got kicked out of SYF!! GOOD LUCK TO ALL GOING SYF!!! (:

huggs!

<3 10:05 PM

friday was the worst day of my life!!!

firstly, my e-maths class test was postponed till monday!!! do you have any idea how hard i studied for that stupid test?!

secondly, i went to choir and suddenly out of nowhere, we have an audition?! i got kicked out. i tried to stay positive even though i knew that i was upset inside. when i reached home, i burst out into tears!!!
i was very very upset and i couldnt even eat dinner!!

i didnt even want to talk to anyone. i was quiet that whole day. alvina asked me to go to her party thingy and i asked my mum if i could go. she said it would be best for me. haha. but, seriously, i worked super super hard for choir and eventually, I KENNA KICKED ME OUT OF SYF!!!!!!!

i've been failing chinese and a-maths because of SYF and suddenly i'm out!!! you betcha i'm furious and upset. i've thought about it and decided not to go to RE-AUDITION. haha.

but i will continue to attend choir as per normal lah. i will never forget what happen on FRIDAY!!!! anyway, thanks for comforting me that day! (: now my mind is clear of SYF and finally can focus on my studies!

GOOD LUCK CHOIR MEMBERS IN THE UPCOMING AUDITIONS!! (:

<3 9:54 PM

omg! CT1 is totally coming!!! have so many the subjects in one day!!! i hate exams or test. GUESS WHAT?! i got 7/30 for my chinese test. the idioms test. muhahahahah. at least it beats a chicken laying egg on my paper. haha.

omg! tomorrow is umm... coconut b'dae? havent buy b'dae present for her. haha. opps! shhhh. dont tell. wednesday than pass to her the present. haha. PSPS ingrid!

abit like very bored. i have to study hard somemore because of CT1. haha. abit like i lazy to study. but what to do? must study. hahahaha.

A-maths very the hard leh. i dont even know how to do all my a-maths homework. i so professional. haha. like real. totally joking. very hard to understand somemore CT1 coming. i have to do well in all subjects.

sometimes, i really think. have i made a right choice to come to express? or maybe i should go through-train and join charlene, alvina, eunice they all? so stress lor express. eunice made a right choice to go through-train. haha. so hard to adapt to the fast pace of learning especially mathematics. haha. i might be regretting now but i know i have to study hard. haha.

i abit bored. hahaha. (:

JIA YOU JIA YOU to all taking CT1. hehehe. will be hard for me and might fail. hehe.

i seriously hate studying. i like performing more than studying. SO IRRITATING! homework here, homework there. haha.

<3 5:14 AM

today is the most boring day of my life. soooo many homework. currently doing my essay. haha. i still havent memorise my songs. haha. tomorrow have a-maths class test.

today so boring lor. i want watch movie!!!!!! haha. next week is due date for the names to enter SYF! the only thing on my mind is SYF, SYF, SYF! cannot put anything esle in my mind. how? how?! i need the cca points. so irritating! haha. i want go penang. today i read the newspaper and saw an article about a killer in malacca. that worries my alot if i want to go penang to compete.

even i have a-maths test, the only thing on my mind is still SYF SYF SYF!! next year go europe to compete! yay i want go even though have 'O' levels. haha. still must concentrate on my studies. i scared after come back from penang, i fail my exams. nevermind, i still like to perform.

i have this junior that likes to perform but also like debating. so had a very, very hard time to choose. haix. i pity her but i know she will make a good choice! haha! (:

my aim is to go to NAFA (Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts). if i cannot go in, i will go to jc. both also very hard to go. but my passion is towards music. haha...

<3 10:38 PM

chinese new year over le! no more red packets! haix. recieved many hongbaos. haha. so boring! cny over; school starts; one whole pile of homework! SYF nearing too. must work so hard.

yesterday's choir session so scary! it was the first round of audition to get into the SYF! i was trembling while waiting. my blood was gushing up and down. after sop 1's audition, i was already trembling! many people in sop 1 cried. haix. some of them singing are actually very very good but because the word "audition" gave them a scare. some sang out of pitch. maybe they scared. anyways, my pinafore was shaking. haha.

after getting out of the ava room, i was finally calmed down. so the scary. our conductor want to choose good singers to participate in SYF. actually, i feel that everyone in sop 2 was glad that they got into the temporary group and not proud that they got into the school team. i was glad. only two of the singers from sop 1 are confirmed that they are in school team. i really hope i get in cause i need the cca points. very hard to get.

i know the whole choir need all the luck the have. that's why i am wishing everyone good luck! must relax. next week, the teacher-in-charge must give the selected names to the SYF thingy. i really hope i am one of them. i hope almost everyone is in! GOOD LUCK! (:

<3 12:05 AM